Trust in Him

So I realized it’s been a few weeks since I last wrote a blog. I have been trying to figure out what to write about and I’m still not sure. I decided I would just start writing and see where that leads me… June is coming up faster then I thought it would and I’m feeling stuck and afraid of what’s to come. As I learn more about what I’m going to be doing and the responsibility I will have, I continue to wonder if I can do it. But it’s not really about me is it? It’s about those girls and what God has called me to do. God has this planned for me. He’s not going to leave me high and dry. It’s so easy to get caught up in the lies that I’m not good enough and to doubt God’s call. I have to constantly be telling myself that God will give me what I need to do what He has called me too. He isn’t going to fail me! I continue to doubt and worry though. I’m afraid of letting God control it because I don’t know what is going to happen. It’s really a lack of trust in Him isn’t it? But he’s never failed me before, why would he now? It’s like this constant battle within me, believing in those lies or believing what God says. Obviously, God’s truth is the right way but it’s easy to get lost in the lies if you don’t have your eyes on God. All this makes me think of John 8:31-32 which says: ³¹ “Jesus said, ‘If you hold to my teachings, you are really my disciples. ³² Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.’” It’s like I said keeping my eyes on God (verse 31) will help me know the truth (verse 32). I’ve found that if I don’t talk about what is bothering me it eats me up inside but letting it out frees me from its bondage. I don’t know if this all made sense since I didn’t really plan it out but I hope that God’s power and truth will shine through it. He is faithful, trustworthy, powerful, healing, and so much more. He will set you free if you let him. You just have to Trust Him!